I feel dead and numb inside
I can’t seem to fully enjoy my life
I’m held back behind four walls
The walls that do not let me see out into the world
I see my acquaintances go out and about
While I stay behind to figure it out
I’m chained into my dark room
Forced to always see the plain whiteness of the walls
I try to go out But I can’t without a call and a shout
I feel depressed every time
I get close to so called “home”
I wish I was away somewhere far In the depths of a forest or the freedom of the mountains
The untouchable stars I wish I was
Anywhere just to get away from here I read all I can to zoom out into another world
Even if it is a world of fantasy and dreams
It helps me leave the bitterness of my life
To cut out the screams and anger in the four walled home
I cry every night, still holding on to life
And what I have left of my hope
I feel as though I vanish slowly
Yet I hold on tightly to my hope and I dream
Of when I will be free to roam the world
